unfortunately it was a moment when I was feeling very low. a lot of personal stuff going on and I was in a bad state. if you look at my last works (Erebus, Solve thyself)... they are all from the same period it's really interesting how pain affects your creative self. I'm better now
I definitely understand how your own emotions can affect your artwork, I also know how creating can help reverse a sad feeling. This truly is a beautiful piece, it has so much life in it. I'm glad to hear you're better. Keep creating, you're an amazing artist.